Serenity-Snow

It's been 3 weeks to the day since my grandmother passed on. God, when you say it like that, it seems like yesterday. It actually feels like an eternity. I still feel numb, and I am not sure if I really comprehend that she is gone. I still feel sometimes when we go to her house (my mom is executor of the will) she'll come walking down the hall and say "Hi Sweetie! Are you hungry?" I apologize for not telling everyone sooner but I haven't been up to it. It's taken me a long time to be able to talk about it and not break down and cry. She was 89 years old and battling cancer. About 8 years ago she had colon cancer and they thought when she had

The old phrase is "April Showers Bring May Flowers." What they don't tell you is they also bring mud, puddles and the poor wormies who crawl out of their holes to avoid drowning, that you inadvertently step on cause they blanket the sidewalk. All those reek havoc on shoes *SQUISH*. DAMN IT! Wet socks and muddy, grimy new white shoes, yeah, I love April showers *sarcasm*. I'm overloaded with research papers at the moment. I have one due here in a few days, and one due in May. I hate papers period. One I am doing on the Male Pill (not my choosing XP) and the other I am doing on Sex Education in schools (fun). Absolutely ZERO research on either

So I am in that sort of mood. To me it has no name. I get very very, on the verge of bubbly, happy and then I crash. So I look forward to the good mood, bubbly, so out of character moods when they come. That usually means that some housework or cooking will follow soon. I glance over and what do I see? A stack of great textbooks on which I want to pee (just kidding). Oh textbook I loath you, sitting there reminding me of my fate next week. Let me shove you into my closet in the mountainous heap. I have final exams next week, luckily I have them semi-spread out. I hate having them crammed into one or two days. That really sucks cause you usu